When Byron Lane told his parents heād been diagnosed with cancer and would soon be down to one testicle, his father didnāt quite seem to understand.
āHow many testicles do you have right now?ā he asked.
Looking back, it was a relief to have something to laugh about, Lane says, and he managed to put a positive spin on the entire ordeal ā diagnosis, treatment, and eventually recovery ā by making a comic semi-autobiographical web series about it called Last Will and Testicle.
Then he found out that the cancer had spread and heād need chemotherapy in what was possibly the worst possible timing: In April of 2020, just a few weeks into quarantine and a few months before the release of A Star is Bored, his novel inspired by his time working as Carrie Fisherās personal assistant.
But Lane is a relentless optimist, even in the face of a cancer diagnosis and a pandemic.
āMy book was coming out in July,ā he says, āand I was like, āmaybe this timing is good.āā
HOW?????
āOne, I donāt have a fear of missing out, because nobodyās doing anything,ā he told himself. āAnd two, I have a book to look forward to.ā
Now that is some radical optimism, but Iād expect no less. Iāve known Lane ever since we met at a mutual friendās housewarming party and bonded over our shared love of old-timey Hollywood grande dames. That he was able to provide even-keeled stability in the Fisher household speaks to just how imperturbable he is.
āI donāt know what else Iām supposed to do,ā Lane shrugs, looking back on his positive attitude about the last year. āI donāt want to live in a place of suffering and darkness all the time."
Now that heās recovering from chemo, heās devoted his time to testicular cancer awareness, reminding anyone with balls to check them regularly. (April is Testicular Cancer Awareness month, and the Movember organization has created a tool with guidance for performing self-checks and connecting patients with support.)
Laneās advice to anyone concerned about the health of their balls (or any part of their meatbag, really) is to listen to their body, and to not be shy about discussing or prioritizing their health. His doctor initially tried to postpone his checkup due to COVID, but Lane insisted on an exam as soon as possible.
The pandemic added an extra weird layer on top of the already-weird experience, he says. āEveryoneās trying to figure out the rules ā do you wear the mask, do you not. You used to be able to bring someone in, a partner or friend. Now you couldnāt.ā
But whether or not itās the middle of a pandemic, and whether your debut novel is about to come out in hardcover or paperback, thereās no wrong time to check your balls for lumps. Or check those of a friend, if youāre looking for an icebreaking activity.
And if youāre feeling anxiety, let Lane soothe your nerves. Heās been through it all. āI could easily turn really pensive,ā he says. āI could easily get depressed. But Iāve done therapy for years, and Iām kind of a self-help addict, so I know when I start to feel persecuted or victimized by circumstances, or start to get low, I have a lot of tools in my toolbox to pull me out of it.ā
He pauses for a moment, and although weāre speaking on the phone from hundreds of miles apart, I can picture exactly how my friend is shrugging, and I know that someday very soon weāll have conversations just like this in person again. āAnd sometimes,ā he goes on, āthose tools work.ā
Head over here for Movember's self-screening and support tools. You can also check the Testicular Cancer Awareness Foundation, which recommends monthly self-screenings, and Johns Hopkins for more expert advice.